Monday, May 18, 2009
We, went to watch Angels and Demons and this morning, I had a talk w someone whose car was parked next to mine and coincidentally we left the carpark at the same time. Funny how life has such moments.
Movie was not disappointing but still, nothing beats reading the book . (:
With that said, I should have been rejuvenated and all gear-ed up for revision.
But I find myself drifting into the land of worries and insecurities.
Call it stressed out withstress , whichever you like , or maybe the mind isn't settled enough to focus.
Reconsidering the choice I made and the impact it would have on the family and I shudder to think if I am really pushing things too far, stretching everyone to their limit and if they one-day would snap.
I am quite afraid of being the cause and can only cling desperately to hope that things will be smooth-sailing.
I really hope that sensibility and rationality are in check when they made the decision because amidst all the drama I conjure, it really wasnt that such a big deal if I didnt go.
I guess this is just the guilt which I have to carry on til everything is over.
til the next,
love ,
me
7:21 AM
