Friday, May 01, 2009
It's been awhile since i last ranted ;p
Life's been rather hectic for a bit & feeling rather bemused overall.
Looking back, I was scheming for my ticket to a whole-new life.
And now that I'm actually going for it , I have no idea what's scaring me more,
the idea of leaving behind what I'm slowly getting used to or the changes that is to come.
Went out w Dov & Crystal , met a few aussies & well, that pretty sums up my night outing.
All the same, my intent was to socialise and get to know the aussies and well, I did. Turns out , they really live up to their name, laidback outbacks;p
I have no idea why some people have such negative connotations associated with nightlife, that's because of close-mindedness, but seriously, it breaks the ice, like how else do u get to know people working in the advertising line, fashion magazines and event management, not to mention doctors and businessmen and it depends on which club/pub u go to . Do one just go up to someone in Starbucks and strike a conversation just like that on a whim? The upper-class club district , really, the people behave differently as compared to the full-of-smoke sleazy teenager-ish who arent quite 21 yet clubs.
But then again, who am I and why should I be bothered with such close-mindedness.
The next day, the hangover had an impact. I became stupid and my analysing ability was at ground-zero. I have long forgotten what it feels like having a drink too many and thank heavens the next day was a public holiday .
Currently torn between starting something new and just forgoing the whole thing altogether.
And as the weeks draw close, I really have not much time left and to risk being pushy, I think it's best I let it be.
Had a really nice conversation from someone back in the land I've forsaken for some time.
And such conversations, make life seem somewhat sweeter. (:
til the next,
love ,
me
9:21 PM
