Saturday, March 28, 2009
The week flew by just like that .
Stuck with an overwhelming pile of work.
But , the jokes made everything bearable.
I'm secretly playing mind games with the parents.
Scheming and plotting my next step in the bid of fully convince them to invest in me.
Perhaps, to the siblings, I am a selfish bitch.
But really, I wouldnt want to live my life regretting not having gone for something like this.
It isnt bungy jumping/ skydiving / parasailing. Its an experience crucial for the next phase in life.
Or maybe I really did psycho myself into thinking it is as such.
In truth, I should be thankful for what I already have but human nature isnt like that at all .
At least it isnt for me. The insatiable need coming from desiring more is burning and it feels like those American Idol hopefuls waiting for their biggest break in life.
What would I give for being given an opportunity like this, at least for sure, not my dignity.
Guess that's life isnt it, never fair to begin with.
til the next,
love ,
me
9:23 PM
