Sunday, March 15, 2009
Please ignore all that lovey-dovey crap of this template . Though I must really credit the author of this template because it looks really good, except that I dont want to be seen and potrayed as a desperado in dire need of a significant other .
I'm happy with where I am and who I have . The only thing that doesnt seem enough is money.
Looking for avenues to move into to earn a supplementary income whilst attending school is proving the biggest challenge of all.
Recession and suicides because of this crippling term we ourselves invented , will anyone save humanity from anymore further self-destruction?
I need serious partying ;p I'm getting listless & dry .
And I nearly got a branded bag when mum suddenly had a burst of generosity.
Nearly because the bag had little spots on it .. which I felt didnt make it all that perfect.
Blemishes on an otherwise very beautiful & luxurious item. DAMN.
I'm still suffering from the " could have had it but in the end, didnt " heartache.
Seems like this is the 2nd time I missed out on a great bag . Is that bad luck or ill fate or what ?
I think materialism's the one making me happy. Really.
The immense joy of possessing a luxurious item , even enjoying a sumptious luxurious meal or simply being in a high society area makes me giddy with pleasure.
How ironical since I was taught and drummed in me, that materialism is bad.
The way I see, what's so bad with wanting the best and having the best?
Because once I have one which I buy at such a high price, I treat it like treasure.
Shower it with all the love and tenderness.
Would u think I'll hagger for another one ? Hell NO.
So, haulte couture, please come to me.
And let my parents have more sudden outbursts of generosity.
Oh and onto updates .
I spent the week nursing a swollen gum and getting used to being a student again.
And what I think the world needs now , is more MONEY.
til the next,
love ,
me
7:19 PM
