Saturday, February 28, 2009
this blog has been undergoing a major revamp operation since 2007. HAH.
started out as a sub from a group blog of a now-drifted friendship.
after a failed business venture, differences in distances & unexpected changes,
i shall simply just make this my own.
so, initially i wanted to project a sexy, sultry feel towards the whole blogging thing.
and i'm beginning to sound like a typical robot droning about life itself as a melancholy monotonous tone.
whatever happened to the old blogging style which i manage to keep sarcasm & humour at bay , coupled w a breeze of youthfulness, joy & cheeriness?
hence, this sec forth, i'm back to my original self, untainted by life's unpredictability. ;p
looking back , those 2 years of transition, i did manage to get my life back on track & feelings of resentment have been less intense. the downside was , the old went away, sadly so, not kept like wine in a cellar, for the new to come.
at this point in time, it feels rather late to try & bring back what slipped away through time.
i am grateful for that friend who made my transition a little more difficult to bear at first but she made me realise, the importance of letting go. and thankfully, i'm not as demented as i thought i would be, and i look back with only a little tinge of regret on what my life used to be .
now that the transition period is over, its time to trudge forward full force & not walk back anymore down memory lane.
i've lost just and only but a few friends and perhaps some sense of stability.
But,i'm ready to live my life once more with that zest which was gone for too long.
til the next,
love ,
me
9:50 PM
